Long time no see

Well hello blog, and to all that has viewed it. Sorry I haven't been on in so long, I have been going through some heridous things that life just threw at me all at once. Still a single mom of 6 kids and still a college student and work. How I do all this some ask me, well lets just say, its beyond me myself.  I guess god just gives so much patience and help to us to get us where we need to be without going insane.  I wonder sometimes though, if I will ever find that special someone to complete one day my life and my kids life. But you have to be so careful nowdays of who you meet to date or further a relationship with.  I was seeing a guy and he had 4 kids, 3 girls and one boy. But his lifestyle as a parent and so on didn't add up to what i wanted for me and my kids in life.  Any man that is fixing to turn 39 soon and still lives with his parents and his kids live there with him tells me he can't even stand on his own 2 feet.  So i will leave the other details of this semi relationship censored, for various reasons lol.  But i would love to hear about your weird past relationships that were awkward or just too much drama.....I want that special someone to be stable and on  his own 2 feet.  Has to love kids and knows how to treat a woman.  So until that fantasy becomes a reality, i will just focus on me and my kids right now. Life does go on, good or bad, and one day god will send that someone you are waiting for towards your path.  Can't wait lol, I do get lonely sometimes.